I'm not overwieght, so I don't tend to see rapid vast physical results from changing diets like some people do.
When I don't have routines, plans, menus or schedules - I still function. I am an expert at base survival. I do my job, I tend to make my school deadlines no matter how backed into a corner I am, I get a little sleep, I see my friends a little, I read books and watch TV.
So how do I know if any of this stuff is working? I can't measure brain function on a scale. I can't afford expensive blood work to know if the diet is helping.
So again - how do I know? How do I measure?
Well, it's the little things.
Waking up, while still not easy, is easier.
I've been more focused on school.
Work productivity is increased and I turn around tasks faster than ever.
The amount of information I process in a day has vastly increased, but I don't feel overwhelmed. (More on this particular point on Sunday).
I feel clearer, calmer, more in control of my moods, and less prone to ups and downs during the day.
But the number one measure of my success?
PLOT IDEAS
I have managed to free up enough of my brain that I am marinating plot ideas, titles, even cover designs in my head.
For me this is HUGE! THIS is what I am doing it all for, to be perfectly honest.
In order for me to be the best version of myself, I have to be creating. It is what my heart and soul are on this planet to do.
I feel like this is only the tip of the iceburg. I want to eventually drop from 1 caffeinated tea a day to no caffeine, and to get to where I can cut dairy out for at least 30 days.
I want the days I get up ON TIME to be the norm, and the days I hit snooze to be the rarity, instead of it being the other way around.
I already write every day, but I want to go beyond just writing for practice and go back to writing for passion.
I can do this, and I need this here to remind of that when it all goes a little wonky sometimes.
-Seph
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